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1. go to the bathroom
2. kneel in front of the toilet bowl
3. stick two fingers into your mouth
4. wiggle them around your mouth until you gag
5. repeat until you vomit
6. revel in the beautiful feeling of finally being pure, and having a clean body, and a clean soul, and a spotless conscience.
7. understand what you have done. understand you've, once again, hurt yourself in the name of purifying yourself. understand you've ruined yourself. understand the hurt you bring your friends and family by doing this. feel like a decaying, disordered, sickly, slaughtered little thing on the floor of your bathroom. wonder how you've let yourself hit this point again.
8. repeat steps 1-7 again, and again, and again, until you finally stay clean and pure. alternatively, break the cycle and never do this again. it's your choice.
2. kneel in front of the toilet bowl
3. stick two fingers into your mouth
4. wiggle them around your mouth until you gag
5. repeat until you vomit
6. revel in the beautiful feeling of finally being pure, and having a clean body, and a clean soul, and a spotless conscience.
7. understand what you have done. understand you've, once again, hurt yourself in the name of purifying yourself. understand you've ruined yourself. understand the hurt you bring your friends and family by doing this. feel like a decaying, disordered, sickly, slaughtered little thing on the floor of your bathroom. wonder how you've let yourself hit this point again.
8. repeat steps 1-7 again, and again, and again, until you finally stay clean and pure. alternatively, break the cycle and never do this again. it's your choice.
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